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UntitledMelt me into a shade of the sunset like the one of that first night we kissed.
Catch me in a tear from heaven as I flutter from your eyelashes to the parkbench where we sat.
Sift me through a field of lavender - the scent that clung to your every visit.
Flood your lips with the taste of peppermint and vanilla so you may always sigh me into your existance. Untitled
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DaisiesI listen to the words that come from your mouth
as if they are daisies in a meadow. A delicate flower in the vast wilderness of a softly spoken word. Of a count too numerous to measure are your murmerings. And with encaptured ears as to match the heart, I listen to your whispers, which bloom in places far beyond these hills. Daisies
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Feel the Rain...A few half heartfelt words scribbled into a letter, a slight ache of the mind, a memory long forgotten.
I'm standing outside in the pouring rain. Feeling my clothes cling to me like the weight of you on my heart.
I pray that one day the rain shall stop. That I may be free again. But what is freedom if it is without you? Feel the Rain...
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I FeelI feel restless. I think my heart is going to jump off the deep end.
I feel happy. I think my mouth is frozen in these silly little smiles you cause.
I feel nervous. I think my arteries are going to shut down from pumping my too hot blood too fast.
I feel like a new me with you. I Feel
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Strangers Who Once KissedSix months ago I didn't think that I would be crossing the street just to avoid asking 'How are you?'

Two years ago, I knew with such innocent clarity that never a day would go by that your name wouldn't cross my lips.

But the unthinkable has come to pass, and I see you hurrying down the sun dappled avenue, towards the tube station where you will be lost forever, and I turn the other way.

You've seen me.
Of course you have seen me.
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Of Sugar and Spice

Wed Nov 4, 2009, 9:42 PM

Sometimes life is funny. Sometimes life is ironic. Sometimes I need to remind myself that God does not want to see us suffer.

I prayed. For months upon months. That I could be friends with Corey again. That it did not matter to me if he liked me as more. The past and my hurt did not matter in the long run, because friendship is much more important. Which is still true. But God answered it with a yes. Though it is a yes of limitations. Sometimes Corey is fine texting me. Other times he will blow me off. Sometimes he seems quite legitly cordial to me in person. Other times I get nothing but a cold shouler. But I will keep fighting for this, because I truly and wholly believe that he is worth it. He brings this whole new flood of thoughts and feelings to me.

I feel unsatisfactory. Like I'm not good enough. Which I am not. But I do not know what to do about it. I very often wish to be more like my friends. Simply more.

I am sad.

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Mood: Lonely
Listening to: Tchaikovsky
Playing: Liebestraume
Drinking: water

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Current Residence: my mind
Interests: singing, reading, playing piano, over thinking : )
Favourite band or musician: Billy Joel
Favourite genre of music: classical, romantic, rock, rap, pop, country. it would depend on my mood.
Favourite artist: Pierre-Auguste Renoir
Favourite poet or writer: Edgar Allan Poe, Robert Frost, Shakespeare, Jane Austen
MP3 player of choice: ipod
Shell of choice: tutle's
Wallpaper of choice: .purple.
Skin of choice: mine : )
Favourite game: spoons! tehe.
Favourite gaming platform: wii
Tools of the Trade: my sadness and heartbreak, a pencil, and a much beloved notebook.

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~xShiori Oct 17, 2009, 10:00:00 AM

happy birthday

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Tai'shar Malkieri!

If I get it all down on paper it's no longer inside of me, threatening the life it belongs too.
-- Dido

~xShiori Sep 19, 2009, 7:01:05 AM

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Tai'shar Malkieri!

If I get it all down on paper it's no longer inside of me, threatening the life it belongs too.
-- Dido

=Kaz-D Jul 24, 2009, 8:13:52 PM

Thank you for the fav

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~ejectionletter Jul 23, 2009, 12:41:13 PM

thanks for the watch, love!

~Amata-esse Jul 24, 2009, 7:45:14 PM

Oh the pleasure is completely mine! You are truly amazing! I adore all of your stuff. Keep up the great work!

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"She threw herself at his feet and begged him not to desert her...."

~KillerSaya Jun 14, 2009, 10:17:06 AM

Thank you for the watch ^_^

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